I thought I’d write a quick post. Nothing particularly eventful has happened, just the same old shit. My physical and mental issues continue to wear away at me, like water eroding rock. I have a new buzzing sensation on my left ankle and the same buzzing sensation on my head which I’ve had for years now since taking Effexor. Yesterday the buzzing and my tremor were particularly bad for some reason. I still managed to upload some new badges to my etsy site which a friend designed. So it was a torturous yet productive day. I can barely do anything these days. I can’t clean up, and there is now a funky smell in my bedroom. Now that I’m not seeing my disability support worker, who used to get me out of the house twice a week, I have nothing to get up for all week. I rarely get dressed or leave the house and when I’m not sleeping I just sit at the computer. I sit on the computer all night as I procrastinate brushing my teeth and going to bed. I then take meds at sunrise so I can sleep. On Christmas at around 9am I took some diazepam and 10mg of olanzapine, the drug I have just weaned myself off from. It seemed to do the trick and I slept all day until 8:30pm. I slept through the picnic my family had planned. So I had no Christmas, but I wouldn’t want it any other way. I hate Christmas and was glad to sleep through it. Continue reading “Update: physical issues and writing from age 13”
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