It’s been a month now and I still have a crook gut. It’s constantly whining and making noises, which is driving me insane and making me not want to see anyone as it’s embarrassing. I’m about ready to scream and punch or stab myself in the stomach. I had some tests done but all that came back was an iron deficiency and a micro parasite called b.hominis. The lab said there is debate about how harmful this parasite is and they do not recommend treating it. Apparently it is resistant to antibiotics anyway. I found a research paper which gave me some ideas on how to treat it with herbs, and I have started taking oregano oil. My physio says my gut issues are more likely stress-induced irritable bowel syndrome. Whatever this is, it’s really messing with me, to the point where I became suicidal again the other night. Yesterday I started reading some disturbing things about radiation disrupting the balance of good and bad bacteria in the gut and possibly creating more pathogens that are anti-biotic resistant. My physio says that there is no science behind 5G fears, but I was actually reading a research article here. The article argues that “long-term low-dose electromagnetic field (EMF) exposure can cause central nervous system dysfunction without effective prevention.” I worry this city is becoming unlivable for me and am thinking about staying at my friend’s house which is off the grid in the middle of the bush. But I really can’t stand living with another person. I’m in a foul mood all the time. I throw stuff in the house and storm off angrily when my dad comes into the kitchen while I’m in the kitchen. Last time I stayed with my friend in the bush I tried to run off as she drained the life out of me. She doesn’t stop speaking and literally follows you into the bathroom. I remember diving into the bushes when she came looking for me, her car crunching down the long driveway.
I’m so overwhelmed and out of it all the time. I was on my way back from my mum’s house this evening and got the fright of my life as I nearly collided with another car. I then realised I’ d driven right through a red light as I was daydreaming. It took me a while to recover from the shock. Continue reading “Gut issues and physiotherapy”
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