My sleep seems to be getting more and more terrifying and bizarre. I keep getting trapped in other realms/dimensions and am not able to wake up. I call out but I’m stuck behind a veil and no one can hear me. I reach for the light switch beside my bed but no light will turn on. I don’t know if I’m awake or asleep. On Sunday night when it happened again I felt like something was coming for me from the sky outside. I had the choice to die, to go with it or fight it. And while I want to die all the time, when I had death presented to me like this I didn’t want it anymore. All I could think of was how I hadn’t told my dad that I loved him enough. It wasn’t a nice place I was in. It wasn’t a peaceful place. I believe I’m experiencing some kind of demonic, spiritual oppression. I was being led to death. I wondered when my dad would find my dead body as I sleep so late; he probably would have thought I was sleeping, but this time I never get up. I finally managed to snap out of it. I had been hyperventilating and sweating. I then woke up my dad who I live with crying and telling him I’m so scared. Continue reading “Sleep issues, sleep paralysis, terrifying nights, trapped in dreams, demons, dissociation, little space” →