The hole in me is oceans wide.
From all the love I’ve been denied.
Filling it I have tried
With shopping, busyness, until I’m fried.
I run away to the countryside.
But never am I gratified.
Only when we were unified,
The hole in me was nullified.
Within you I would confide.
My view of you was glorified.
But now there is this great divide,
And I realise you were cyanide.
Because of you I nearly died.
You are just a Jekyll and hyde.
You took me along for the ride,
And left me terrified.
I dream of screaming at you undignified.
But alas I keep it all inside.
And to the world I seem satisfied.
But under the starry sky I’ve cried.