The hole in me is oceans wide.

From all the love I’ve been denied.

Filling it I have tried

With shopping, busyness, until I’m fried.

I run away to the countryside.

But never am I gratified.

Only when we were unified,

The hole in me was nullified.

Within you I would confide.

My view of you was glorified.

But now there is this great divide,

And I realise you were cyanide.

Because of you I nearly died.

You are just a Jekyll and hyde.

You took me along for the ride,


And left me terrified.

I dream of screaming at you undignified.

But alas I keep it all inside.

And to the world I seem satisfied.

But under the starry sky I’ve cried.